Block

I believe I've hit what's called a "writer's block" and now I know how frustrating it is. Unfortunately however, there seems to be absolutely nothing I can do about it.

There just seems to be no motivation n this is true also for other aspects of my life (story for another day, if I can write, that is).

Anyway, I hope to keep on trying but this has gone on for a while now.

I'm Out!

†ђξ countdown

12 days and counting. Finally it's almost here. At some point several yrs back it seemed like it never would.

Prepared/not? That's †ђξ question now. Dunno †ђξ true answer, but one thing's for sure...I'm prepared to leave...​​ℓ☺ℓ ​​ℓ☺ℓ .

Will keep U̶̲̥̅̊ posted. Hola!

†ђξ finish line

Contrary to what †ђξ title states, I'm not there yet but I sure can see it. †ђξ minor setback however, a constant reminder that it's not over till it's over.

So †ђξ project defence was today and as usual, I can't complain. It went ok,...generally, though it could have been much better. †ђξ sleepless nights didn't really reflect but like I said, can't complain, won't complain, shouldn't complain.

Just can't wait to get done with all these and start a new life. As †ђξ lyric goes "every finish line is †ђξ beginning of a new race".

I've learnt a valuable lesson in life. To never take anything for granted. To dot my i's n cross my t's...albeit, †ђξ hard way; and when I say hard, I actually mean HARD.

†ђξ past year's been tough, physically, emotionally, spiritually. I've passed through thick, thin, ups, down, lows n some awful depths.

I've risen, fallen n risen again, all by His Grace. In one month I shld be at an all-time high. Right now I'm at an all-time low but I know in a month I'll be up dere.

I read a post somewhere n it comes to mind now. Faith is not believing that GoD CAN but that He WILL. Lord I know you WILL, please do. Amen.

3 weeks +

Finally †ђξ time is drawing near... like I have to go nocturnal or ask for a 30hour day cos that's †ђξ only way I can achieve this seemingly impossible feat.

It's just a few weeks away n I'm wondering...would †ђξ air smell different after that? Would I feel lighter, happier (most definitely), would I feel fulfilled (I believe I will). I'll just have to do my best then wait n see.

Like we say in Naija, GD dey.

The battle

I looked at the little statue of the three wise men hanging by a rope and swinging in the gentle breeze created by the ceiling fan.


Tomorrow was the begining of a test of what I'd learnt in 8 months. I wish I were like one of the wise men, surely they knew a lot to be referred to as the wise men. If only I knew everything in this books. I looked at the books scattered everywhere.


I was begining to feel sleepy so I walked over to the fridge to get my antedote for sleep. Ice cold water, it worked everytime; but not this time, my eyes kept closing as I tried to keep from continuously nodding.


I finally gave in, hopefully I'd dream of beautiful things and who knows probably some inspiration for how to win in the battle starting tomorrow.

2nd Coming... or is it the 3rd?

Well, I'll just skip the welcome back speech and cut to the chase. A lot has happened since my last time on blogville. I grew older, found love, rounding up college, lost time to do a lot of stuffs like draw and write.

I would not exactly say I'm back for keeps but I cud at least say I'll be seen more often than before. Naturally I would have lost all my blogville friends due to the break in transmission but I believe anywhere is a good place to start.

We recently celebrated our 50th anniversary and I am yet to air my views on that, so if you're reading this, you may want to check back. Also my birthday is in 3 days. Happy birthday and yes, I've started receiving gifts, cheques and cash too :D.

I guess that's all for now. It's 3:40am here and my twisted circirdian rhythmn just reminded me I should close my eyes for some hours, so I'm off. Good morning.