I've learnt to live life,to take it as it comes. Smile when its fun and when its not,...well just hope that d fun times return. That's how to live,right?or else just take it by d horn n hope it doesn't turn around someday and thrust you thro d heart...lol..Good old life.
Someone dear once told me, I'm fond of lookin at d sad side of life. Well,not always, but I think it rather helps me appreciate the good times. I savour the good things of life hoping they last as long as possible. Nothing knocks me off balance.Like I said,I've learnt 2 live life
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Hard Knock Love-2(conclusion)
...I'm drained,I collapse in a heap...I can feel fluid trickling down my chest...warm,life-giving fluid...it could only be coming from one source...but I'm past caring now...my eyes get heavy,I'm sinking deeper,I keep thinking...what a life,...?what a life,...?what a life?
Hard Knock Love-2
...it flickers again,I rise. This time I think its for real,muster enough strenght and advance towards it...it flickers once more...my hopes are raised...I'm almost there,I've struggled to get up here,cut up in several places,I bleed...too many thorns brushed out of my path...it begins to recede,I scramble forward...it flickers yet again,and gently wanes...No!,..No!..No! I keep saying as I'm plunged into pitch darkness,I can't take it anymore...
Saturday, July 26, 2008
Hard knock love
So how do you explain the feeling you get when you love someone so much, but your heart aches at the thought of it cos you can’t be with the person for some unknown reason. Now How’d you get urself in this.
Simple, you just go to bed thinking about someone and as the days pass you realize that this person captures Ur whole thoughts, you r whole being, you can’t think of much else and even when you do, Ur mind keeps getting drawn back like an elastic band; only this one just doesn’t get weaker as the days pass.
Then I think to myself why, why’re U doing this to Urself, she doesn’t even know, snap out of this man!; its probably an infatuation. Days pass, weeks, months !!, but I’m still here. Then I step up to the plate and take the bat in hand, ready to hit a home run but no, it falls just short of the pitch, I’m not the one she desires; alas my hopes are dashed, I can’t seem to make out why. so I go back into my shell, an empty cold one, and curl up licking my wounds.
An occasional light flickers, maybe she does like me after all, so I prod further following the light, It gets brighter, the source is in sight, I can feel the warmth, the soft glow in the dark, I reach out to the source but again its an illusion; still too far away. it doesn’t recede this time but the cold returns, the hard shell encases me. Ah! what I would give to have the light, to bask in its full glow… (too emotional to continue)
...to be continued
Simple, you just go to bed thinking about someone and as the days pass you realize that this person captures Ur whole thoughts, you r whole being, you can’t think of much else and even when you do, Ur mind keeps getting drawn back like an elastic band; only this one just doesn’t get weaker as the days pass.
Then I think to myself why, why’re U doing this to Urself, she doesn’t even know, snap out of this man!; its probably an infatuation. Days pass, weeks, months !!, but I’m still here. Then I step up to the plate and take the bat in hand, ready to hit a home run but no, it falls just short of the pitch, I’m not the one she desires; alas my hopes are dashed, I can’t seem to make out why. so I go back into my shell, an empty cold one, and curl up licking my wounds.
An occasional light flickers, maybe she does like me after all, so I prod further following the light, It gets brighter, the source is in sight, I can feel the warmth, the soft glow in the dark, I reach out to the source but again its an illusion; still too far away. it doesn’t recede this time but the cold returns, the hard shell encases me. Ah! what I would give to have the light, to bask in its full glow… (too emotional to continue)
...to be continued
Friday, January 25, 2008
HOMECOMING!!! (I hope)
sorry all my fans (he! he!!, like I hava any) I've not been able to update for I don't know how long now. Anyways thats due to ISP wahala. well I'm hoping to hook up another connection very soon and I believe I'll keep everyone posted.
was going through Ubongda's blog the other day and read about how he was going to quit and all that. I've thought about same myself but I'm just not one of those people to quit on something or someone for that matter.
speaking of which I'm still thinking of my crush and with the new semester coming soon I intend to pursue that angle vigorously. for all who don;t know about that please see my Crush 1 & 2
well I'll keep ya'll posted. Take care.
was going through Ubongda's blog the other day and read about how he was going to quit and all that. I've thought about same myself but I'm just not one of those people to quit on something or someone for that matter.
speaking of which I'm still thinking of my crush and with the new semester coming soon I intend to pursue that angle vigorously. for all who don;t know about that please see my Crush 1 & 2
well I'll keep ya'll posted. Take care.
Saturday, November 24, 2007
M.B.B.Ch. Part I
So far so bad on my new year resolution. I kept it up for a lil while then I broke off. Bad bad me. Then about 3 months to my Part 1 M.B.B.Ch. examinations I picked up again. When I think about it that way, I feel really guilty
Anyway, MB’s gone now and I’m starting to slide again. Lord help me.
Speaking of MB, those were rough times...really. 3 weeks of all sorts of exams ranging from essays, MCQs, practicals and orals. I spent almost 1 year preparing for that exam, but when it came it was still like boy you ain’t started. You know that feeling you have in the pit of your stomach like there’s something you forgot to read
OK, day number 1 – Anatomy Essay (still had the feeling) 10 questions with subs to answer in 3 hrs. sounds cheap abi? But when you have to impress the lecturer marking your script, 3 hrs might seem like 3 mins. So I knew all the questions, well almost all but the 3hrs just wasn’t freaking OK. Anyway I attempted all. Guess that worked cos I passed.
Day number 2 – Biochemistry 2-part Essay. A short one and the longer version. BCM’s my fav course anyway, had the 3rd highest cumulative score in my class. So I sailed through easily.
The crap on the icing was Physiology. 5 freaking long answer essay questions to answer 4 in 2 freaking hours. Made a couple of silly mistakes I realised outside the hall, if I had a 3rd leg, I’d have kicked myself in the nuts. Anyway I had a good cumulative to fall back on so I didn’t have cause to worry (even though I did…a whole lot)
The MCQs went well. The orals were OK…OK? Did I say that? Well not all. Anyway it started with Anatomy again…and there was my external examiner,…an Indian!!! I’d heard stories about him so I prepped myself. “I agree vit you totally…but what else passes through this” he asked pointing at the foramen spinosum. Nervuus spinosus I’d said stalling him so I could remember what else, anyway I did and blurted out “middle meningeal artery” just as he said you can go.
Physiology Viva was all about English. The Prof. was just breaking into all sorts of grammar and dragging me towards neurophysiology, my fucking worst nightmare, but good students always have something to say now, don’t they?...I’m rambling here right?...anyway my exams were OK, actually exhausting and now I have a 3 months holiday to cool off. Pretty boring if you ask me,…well I’ve got art to fall back to…
Feeling kinda sleepy right now, so I’ll just doze off. OK, catcha later.
For the artlover...keep checking - I'm working on something explosive, U'll love it
Anyway, MB’s gone now and I’m starting to slide again. Lord help me.
Speaking of MB, those were rough times...really. 3 weeks of all sorts of exams ranging from essays, MCQs, practicals and orals. I spent almost 1 year preparing for that exam, but when it came it was still like boy you ain’t started. You know that feeling you have in the pit of your stomach like there’s something you forgot to read
OK, day number 1 – Anatomy Essay (still had the feeling) 10 questions with subs to answer in 3 hrs. sounds cheap abi? But when you have to impress the lecturer marking your script, 3 hrs might seem like 3 mins. So I knew all the questions, well almost all but the 3hrs just wasn’t freaking OK. Anyway I attempted all. Guess that worked cos I passed.
Day number 2 – Biochemistry 2-part Essay. A short one and the longer version. BCM’s my fav course anyway, had the 3rd highest cumulative score in my class. So I sailed through easily.
The crap on the icing was Physiology. 5 freaking long answer essay questions to answer 4 in 2 freaking hours. Made a couple of silly mistakes I realised outside the hall, if I had a 3rd leg, I’d have kicked myself in the nuts. Anyway I had a good cumulative to fall back on so I didn’t have cause to worry (even though I did…a whole lot)
The MCQs went well. The orals were OK…OK? Did I say that? Well not all. Anyway it started with Anatomy again…and there was my external examiner,…an Indian!!! I’d heard stories about him so I prepped myself. “I agree vit you totally…but what else passes through this” he asked pointing at the foramen spinosum. Nervuus spinosus I’d said stalling him so I could remember what else, anyway I did and blurted out “middle meningeal artery” just as he said you can go.
Physiology Viva was all about English. The Prof. was just breaking into all sorts of grammar and dragging me towards neurophysiology, my fucking worst nightmare, but good students always have something to say now, don’t they?...I’m rambling here right?...anyway my exams were OK, actually exhausting and now I have a 3 months holiday to cool off. Pretty boring if you ask me,…well I’ve got art to fall back to…
Feeling kinda sleepy right now, so I’ll just doze off. OK, catcha later.
For the artlover...keep checking - I'm working on something explosive, U'll love it
Saturday, November 10, 2007
Art life (3)
a lil zoom in for more detail
Guess I've been getting better at my art, just completed a nice piece recently and I'm currently working on another, hey if U like 'em U gotta tell me but if U don't I suggest U keep it 2 Urself.
My Fav. Part
well I still do commissioned works since I'm just starting out but that won't be 4 long, so you might want to get something for Urself
Finished work
OK then folks that's all for today, I'll keep you posted on my upcoming works.
I dey break now so its all art n more
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