So it is. What can I say, looking back,...well I've come quite some way since d sametime last year. Not too impressed in some aspects but for me a time like this is of utmost importance as I get to look back, re-evaluate n make my changes for d 'new year'.
Feel like I'm starting out on a clean slate,its d least I can do 4 myself. Wipe everything clean n start anew.
On a sad note-2day's an Aunt's funeral. Got 2 attend.Its d least I can do 4 her.
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Thursday, October 2, 2008
Untitled
I guess thats the name of the book I'm currently writing (for now,...lol). I haven't picked a name for it yet. I didn't tell you?...well, I'm writing a book. Its intended to be a love story about two people who meet by a twist of fate, they both don't believe in love at first sight, so they keep seeing each other hoping things will work or maybe not. Thats the snag, I don't know how the book will end myself but I'm willing to just keep on writing. Its a story about love, fun, the beauty of life and its accompanying sorrows, I love it and I think you will. It has changed my life completely. :)
I've gotten about 10pages under already, have to filter the things I write as the days pass. I don't want to talk too much about it so I don't hit a writer's block as in my last book.
However I'll try to post excerpts from it when I'm almost done, so just keep looking in (for those that do). Well thats it, got to run now,...later.
I've gotten about 10pages under already, have to filter the things I write as the days pass. I don't want to talk too much about it so I don't hit a writer's block as in my last book.
However I'll try to post excerpts from it when I'm almost done, so just keep looking in (for those that do). Well thats it, got to run now,...later.
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Idle musings...
I've learnt to live life,to take it as it comes. Smile when its fun and when its not,...well just hope that d fun times return. That's how to live,right?or else just take it by d horn n hope it doesn't turn around someday and thrust you thro d heart...lol..Good old life.
Someone dear once told me, I'm fond of lookin at d sad side of life. Well,not always, but I think it rather helps me appreciate the good times. I savour the good things of life hoping they last as long as possible. Nothing knocks me off balance.Like I said,I've learnt 2 live life
Someone dear once told me, I'm fond of lookin at d sad side of life. Well,not always, but I think it rather helps me appreciate the good times. I savour the good things of life hoping they last as long as possible. Nothing knocks me off balance.Like I said,I've learnt 2 live life
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Hard Knock Love-2(conclusion)
...I'm drained,I collapse in a heap...I can feel fluid trickling down my chest...warm,life-giving fluid...it could only be coming from one source...but I'm past caring now...my eyes get heavy,I'm sinking deeper,I keep thinking...what a life,...?what a life,...?what a life?
Hard Knock Love-2
...it flickers again,I rise. This time I think its for real,muster enough strenght and advance towards it...it flickers once more...my hopes are raised...I'm almost there,I've struggled to get up here,cut up in several places,I bleed...too many thorns brushed out of my path...it begins to recede,I scramble forward...it flickers yet again,and gently wanes...No!,..No!..No! I keep saying as I'm plunged into pitch darkness,I can't take it anymore...
Saturday, July 26, 2008
Hard knock love
So how do you explain the feeling you get when you love someone so much, but your heart aches at the thought of it cos you can’t be with the person for some unknown reason. Now How’d you get urself in this.
Simple, you just go to bed thinking about someone and as the days pass you realize that this person captures Ur whole thoughts, you r whole being, you can’t think of much else and even when you do, Ur mind keeps getting drawn back like an elastic band; only this one just doesn’t get weaker as the days pass.
Then I think to myself why, why’re U doing this to Urself, she doesn’t even know, snap out of this man!; its probably an infatuation. Days pass, weeks, months !!, but I’m still here. Then I step up to the plate and take the bat in hand, ready to hit a home run but no, it falls just short of the pitch, I’m not the one she desires; alas my hopes are dashed, I can’t seem to make out why. so I go back into my shell, an empty cold one, and curl up licking my wounds.
An occasional light flickers, maybe she does like me after all, so I prod further following the light, It gets brighter, the source is in sight, I can feel the warmth, the soft glow in the dark, I reach out to the source but again its an illusion; still too far away. it doesn’t recede this time but the cold returns, the hard shell encases me. Ah! what I would give to have the light, to bask in its full glow… (too emotional to continue)
...to be continued
Simple, you just go to bed thinking about someone and as the days pass you realize that this person captures Ur whole thoughts, you r whole being, you can’t think of much else and even when you do, Ur mind keeps getting drawn back like an elastic band; only this one just doesn’t get weaker as the days pass.
Then I think to myself why, why’re U doing this to Urself, she doesn’t even know, snap out of this man!; its probably an infatuation. Days pass, weeks, months !!, but I’m still here. Then I step up to the plate and take the bat in hand, ready to hit a home run but no, it falls just short of the pitch, I’m not the one she desires; alas my hopes are dashed, I can’t seem to make out why. so I go back into my shell, an empty cold one, and curl up licking my wounds.
An occasional light flickers, maybe she does like me after all, so I prod further following the light, It gets brighter, the source is in sight, I can feel the warmth, the soft glow in the dark, I reach out to the source but again its an illusion; still too far away. it doesn’t recede this time but the cold returns, the hard shell encases me. Ah! what I would give to have the light, to bask in its full glow… (too emotional to continue)
...to be continued
Friday, January 25, 2008
HOMECOMING!!! (I hope)
sorry all my fans (he! he!!, like I hava any) I've not been able to update for I don't know how long now. Anyways thats due to ISP wahala. well I'm hoping to hook up another connection very soon and I believe I'll keep everyone posted.
was going through Ubongda's blog the other day and read about how he was going to quit and all that. I've thought about same myself but I'm just not one of those people to quit on something or someone for that matter.
speaking of which I'm still thinking of my crush and with the new semester coming soon I intend to pursue that angle vigorously. for all who don;t know about that please see my Crush 1 & 2
well I'll keep ya'll posted. Take care.
was going through Ubongda's blog the other day and read about how he was going to quit and all that. I've thought about same myself but I'm just not one of those people to quit on something or someone for that matter.
speaking of which I'm still thinking of my crush and with the new semester coming soon I intend to pursue that angle vigorously. for all who don;t know about that please see my Crush 1 & 2
well I'll keep ya'll posted. Take care.
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