Hard knock love

So how do you explain the feeling you get when you love someone so much, but your heart aches at the thought of it cos you can’t be with the person for some unknown reason. Now How’d you get urself in this.

Simple, you just go to bed thinking about someone and as the days pass you realize that this person captures Ur whole thoughts, you r whole being, you can’t think of much else and even when you do, Ur mind keeps getting drawn back like an elastic band; only this one just doesn’t get weaker as the days pass.

Then I think to myself why, why’re U doing this to Urself, she doesn’t even know, snap out of this man!; its probably an infatuation. Days pass, weeks, months !!, but I’m still here. Then I step up to the plate and take the bat in hand, ready to hit a home run but no, it falls just short of the pitch, I’m not the one she desires; alas my hopes are dashed, I can’t seem to make out why. so I go back into my shell, an empty cold one, and curl up licking my wounds.

An occasional light flickers, maybe she does like me after all, so I prod further following the light, It gets brighter, the source is in sight, I can feel the warmth, the soft glow in the dark, I reach out to the source but again its an illusion; still too far away. it doesn’t recede this time but the cold returns, the hard shell encases me. Ah! what I would give to have the light, to bask in its full glow… (too emotional to continue)

...to be continued

HOMECOMING!!! (I hope)

sorry all my fans (he! he!!, like I hava any) I've not been able to update for I don't know how long now. Anyways thats due to ISP wahala. well I'm hoping to hook up another connection very soon and I believe I'll keep everyone posted.

was going through Ubongda's blog the other day and read about how he was going to quit and all that. I've thought about same myself but I'm just not one of those people to quit on something or someone for that matter.

speaking of which I'm still thinking of my crush and with the new semester coming soon I intend to pursue that angle vigorously. for all who don;t know about that please see my Crush 1 & 2

well I'll keep ya'll posted. Take care.

M.B.B.Ch. Part I

So far so bad on my new year resolution. I kept it up for a lil while then I broke off. Bad bad me. Then about 3 months to my Part 1 M.B.B.Ch. examinations I picked up again. When I think about it that way, I feel really guilty

Anyway, MB’s gone now and I’m starting to slide again. Lord help me.

Speaking of MB, those were rough times...really. 3 weeks of all sorts of exams ranging from essays, MCQs, practicals and orals. I spent almost 1 year preparing for that exam, but when it came it was still like boy you ain’t started. You know that feeling you have in the pit of your stomach like there’s something you forgot to read

OK, day number 1 – Anatomy Essay (still had the feeling) 10 questions with subs to answer in 3 hrs. sounds cheap abi? But when you have to impress the lecturer marking your script, 3 hrs might seem like 3 mins. So I knew all the questions, well almost all but the 3hrs just wasn’t freaking OK. Anyway I attempted all. Guess that worked cos I passed.

Day number 2 – Biochemistry 2-part Essay. A short one and the longer version. BCM’s my fav course anyway, had the 3rd highest cumulative score in my class. So I sailed through easily.

The crap on the icing was Physiology. 5 freaking long answer essay questions to answer 4 in 2 freaking hours. Made a couple of silly mistakes I realised outside the hall, if I had a 3rd leg, I’d have kicked myself in the nuts. Anyway I had a good cumulative to fall back on so I didn’t have cause to worry (even though I did…a whole lot)

The MCQs went well. The orals were OK…OK? Did I say that? Well not all. Anyway it started with Anatomy again…and there was my external examiner,…an Indian!!! I’d heard stories about him so I prepped myself. “I agree vit you totally…but what else passes through this” he asked pointing at the foramen spinosum. Nervuus spinosus I’d said stalling him so I could remember what else, anyway I did and blurted out “middle meningeal artery” just as he said you can go.

Physiology Viva was all about English. The Prof. was just breaking into all sorts of grammar and dragging me towards neurophysiology, my fucking worst nightmare, but good students always have something to say now, don’t they?...I’m rambling here right?...anyway my exams were OK, actually exhausting and now I have a 3 months holiday to cool off. Pretty boring if you ask me,…well I’ve got art to fall back to…

Feeling kinda sleepy right now, so I’ll just doze off. OK, catcha later.


For the artlover...keep checking - I'm working on something explosive, U'll love it

Art life (3)

a lil zoom in for more detail

Guess I've been getting better at my art, just completed a nice piece recently and I'm currently working on another, hey if U like 'em U gotta tell me but if U don't I suggest U keep it 2 Urself.

My Fav. Part

well I still do commissioned works since I'm just starting out but that won't be 4 long, so you might want to get something for Urself

Finished work

OK then folks that's all for today, I'll keep you posted on my upcoming works.

I dey break now so its all art n more

He's Back!!!

Hi everyone, I'm back. I doubt if anyone missed me but I still gotta holla.

All because of School sha, but Its all for a good cause. Passed my MBBCh exams and I guess I'll have more time now.

Missed everyone.

C U Guys soon

Bla Bla Bla

One of my new year resolutions this year was to be a better Christian, I started on a good footing, three chapter from the Bible every morning, pray seriously before going to bed, you know generally be good and all that, well by May I stopped reading my Bible regularly and then I’d just utter a few words before dozing off.

Anyway, lately I’ve been thinking…I should get back on the straight and narrow. Makes me feel better and I guess its all we should do right? I mean we didn’t get here by chance, I for one do not believe in evolution. So we were created by someone so we should try to live as such a Being designed Abi?

Well, I’ve been making some changes lately, started a lil though; one verse of the bible a day. I chose proverbs. Chapters are shorter and then they make sense generally in everyday life. Maybe when I’m done I’ll try some other book like, lets see…Corinthians? OK. I wonder why they don’t have books arranged alphabetically? Would have made sense, after reading “P”, move on to “Q”.

Yes! lest I forget, I saw a shooting star some time ago I had just stepped out onto the porch at night, I needed to pick up something at a shop nearby. Then I looked up and just in that split second it passed. I suddenly remembered what I’d been hearing about shooting stars and wishes, so I made two (2) then dashed inside to tell my mum,…yes my mum. Surprised? Well, we’re so close, she sometimes calls me her PA, I’m closer to her than anyone in the family. So like I was saying I told her about it, said she saw one when she was much younger and wished for long life.

Hmm I didn’t think of that when I made my own wishes. Anyway sha, I hope they come true. If they do, I’ll sure let the whole world know.

Sorry all, I've not updated since. Why am I even apologising sef. Its not that my blog is too hot sha, but I know some people drop by.

Well, I've been very busy at school lately and I'm still busy. Writing some serious semester exams. You know these past week each time I read so hard, but when I get into the exam hall, I go like "am I really doing this course?...".

It beats me where these lecturers get their questions. Anyway I dey try sha but "B" average ain't good enough, I thought I'd step it up this semester before my exams but my plans ain't going as planned...( Inglish )

I'll be back in two weeks, or three, I don't know for now, MB exams still dey to write, no kiddin...and sometimes I wake up at night and wonder what the f**k am I really doing

OK oh, I have to leave now gotta go reach some Oyinbo book, wetin I go do now...?

Later............